Bless Me Ultima: Chapter 19

In this very short chapter I feel bad for Antonio because he is trying to get a deeper understanding about why God has done what he has done, but he receives nothing. Kids now a day don't know much about life or death, religion and culture, this all blurs into one thing for them. Antonio has seen not just one but two people die in front of him, so imagine how much that has affected him. Antonio has seen how the culture at home has influenced his "love" in the Christian religion. I personally believe that Antonio has been through a lot and if this is goods plan then he needs some answers. At least to ease up his mind and give him a better understanding of what is going on.